DargonZine | Volume 13, Number 2 |
irrila, who had been Kersh's sponsor, stood in the doorway of the
large room where Kersh had been accepted as a student just a few days
before. She said, "He's here, Tchad."
Zarilt, the Tchad -- teacher -- of the students of his Way, was
alone in the room, standing in front of the stone table that bore the
five objects that made up the contents of the Treasury of Farevlin. He
sighed, paused, and then nodded and gestured.
Virrila stepped to the side, out of sight, and Fessim, a short,
swarthy man, took her place in the doorway and then started walking
across the empty floor. Fessim, who had been summoned alone into the
vault of the Treasury. Fessim, who had done the one thing that was
forbidden here.
When Zarilt had become Treasurer upon the death of his Uncle
Taddis, he'd had no regrets about leaving his former life behind. That
life had consisted of him being a cooper, and a good one too. His
barrels had been sought out by merchants and shop keepers who needed to
keep their wares, from water to flour, safe. He had taken pride in his
work, and had always striven to make the best barrels he possibly could.
Unfortunately, Zarilt's home had been in a large city in one of the
larger states of Farevlin, which had meant that he had not been the only
cooper plying his trade. And some of his competition had preferred to
make and sell their barrels shoddy and cheap, rather than of the highest
quality. When Zarilt had complained to the masters of his guild, they
had simply indicated that they had no interest in regulating the
materials their members used, or the prices they charged. When Zarilt
had pressed his complaint, he had been threatened with expulsion if he
didn't let the matter drop. He had returned home decidedly the worse for
his trip; he had been firmly in the bad graces of his guild masters.
It had become harder and harder to make a living at his chosen
craft. What with guild dues and state taxes and the increasingly
frequent city fund levies, Zarilt had been forced to lower his standards
and produce cheaper barrels, since he couldn't afford to sell his better
barrels at a loss.
And then there were the other trials of his former life, like
slackard apprentices who'd had no love, or even aptitude, for coopering.
They had only been apprenticing with him because they had been assigned
to him by the guild. Some of them had been friends with the apprentices
of other coopers who didn't work their students nearly as hard as Zarilt
did, which had earned him complaints and even more assiduously shirked
duties. Only the guild could release an apprentice, but because of his
reputation with the guild, Zarilt had been unable to get his
troublemaking apprentices released or traded to another master.
All of that trouble had vanished when he had become Treasurer of
Farevlin. Furthermore, since he had discovered his philosophy, his Way,
and decided to spread that philosophy to others, his shoulders had
stayed free of the weight of responsibility. Except for one thing, the
thing that brought Fessim to him today. For Fessim was going to be
expelled today, and he would gladly have gone back to his old life to
avoid that task, as necessary as it was to the health of his informal
philosophical school.
Fessim halted his walk across the floor several paces in front of
Zarilt, and at a gesture from him, knelt. Zarilt grabbed the chair next
to him and sat -- he wasn't young enough any more to kneel for any long
period of time, but he didn't want to tower over the other man.
He looked at Fessim for a short while. Of course, Fessim knew why
he was here. There were only a handful of reasons to be summoned alone
in front of the Tchad, and Fessim didn't qualify for any of them but
one. Fessim's brows were drawn together in a petulantly angry look, and
his mouth was compressed into a thin line.
"Fessim," Zarilt finally began, "you know why you are here. It is
my duty, my only duty beyond educating my students, to keep them safe.
To provide an environment here where they can contemplate my message,
and find their way to the Way. You have disrupted that environment,
disturbed the calm of the student body, interrupted the learning of my
students.
"Here at the Treasury, all are equal. Everyone takes turns doing
just enough to keep us all alive and healthy. Everyone takes turns
working in the fields, or shepherding the animals, cleaning the rooms,
cooking, making repairs as required, all the little things that must be
done on a daily basis. With so many hands, the work goes quickly, and
all of my students have plenty of free time, time to themselves, time to
study the words of my Way if that is what they wish.
"But not you. You wanted to change things, to make yourself more
than equal, which meant making others less than equal. You started by
trading food for not having to do your share of the work. Then you began
to make deals of favors between people, making yourself important to
people who wanted some things that are not normally available here. And
eventually, you ended up collecting favors instead of trading them,
making people beholden to you, willing to do things to keep you happy
with them.
"Which is exactly the kind of complication that my students come
here to get away from. Masters and servants, haves and have-nots, always
a situation where there is someone else to give you worth, to assign to
you a status. Of all the things that you could have done wrong here,
storing up power was the worst.
"You leave me no choice. You were warned several times early on,
but every time you started again. You do not yet belong here, Fessim.
You have not let go of the outside world enough to hear my words, to
understand the Way. You must go.
"You will be given an escort to Bluebell Rock if you wish. You will
leave here with only what you brought with you -- nothing you gained
here can be taken from here. It would be best if you were gone by
evening. If at some time in the future you decide that you wish to try
to learn my Way again, you will be welcomed back, but if you do return,
you will have to earn our trust instead of being granted it
automatically."
Zarilt paused, pondering Fessim's crime. He wasn't the first to
have fallen back into the ways of the outside world, of course. Zarilt
remembered one of his early students, a man named Adamik, who had done
much the same as Fessim. But, because Zarilt had just been learning what
he needed to do to keep his school functioning, Adamik had been able to
carry on longer, so that he formed a second tier of 'haves'; people who
were owed favors, but who in turn owed Adamik favors, further
perpetuating false and destructive hierarchies. Adamik had been
expelled, but that second tier had simply been chastised. And even
though each of them had eventually left, they had at least been granted
the chance to evaluate the Way without distractions once Adamik was
gone.
However, Zarilt still didn't understand what motivated these kinds
of people to rebuild the feudal system in whatever environment they
found themselves. Why had they left the real world in the first place,
if that was the kind of thing they wanted?
He knew that asking his final question was futile, but he decided
to do it anyway. Taking a deep breath, he said, "I have one last
question for you, Fessim. Why?"
Fessim had been looking at the floor in front of his knees for the
whole time Zarilt had been speaking, and he continued staring for quite
a long time after Zarilt's final question. So long, in fact, that Zarilt
was just opening his mouth to dismiss his former student when Fessim's
head jerked up, eyes burning, mouth now frowning.
"You want to know why, Zarilt?" asked Fessim in a harsh voice. "You
want to know why someone would try to usurp your position at the top of
this collection of spineless sheep? The answer is, because I could.
That's why."
Fessim rose quickly to his feet, and continued, "Your little
pacifist army is weak, Zarilt. Your philosophy is worthless, your
leadership is flawed, and your Way is an impossible dream. It is only a
matter of time, Zarilt, until someone comes in here and takes all of
your sheep-students away from you for slaves. You've collected the
worthless, the dregs of society, the malcontents here in one convenient
place for the slavers to come and take them. It will happen, Zarilt,
someone will come and end your demented dream, and I'm glad I won't be
here when it does!"
Fessim turned and stormed to the doors. Without a backward glance,
he slammed through them and vanished.
Zarilt looked after the former student for a while. He hadn't
expected that outburst, but it hadn't bothered him either. Fessim simply
hadn't grasped the meaning of the Way, or why his students had sought
him out. He hoped that Fessim would find whatever it was he was looking
for.
With a shake of his head and a sigh, Zarilt stood from his chair
and walked out of the room.
A sennight had passed since that first afternoon in the market
square of Tilting Falls, and Torenda's Troupe was on the move again, had
been for three days. Three wagons pulled by two horses each carried all
of their belongings, from the clothes of the players to the stage
itself, broken down into pieces for convenience of transport. Each wagon
could carry four people, but usually carried only two on the driver's
bench. The rest of the troupe walked, which was why they hadn't yet
reached Roebsach, their intended destination, normally only two days'
ride from Tilting Falls.
Thanj, the Troupe's illusionist, and Naka, the master musician and
one of the four leaders of the Troupe, rode in the front wagon, though
that wagon wasn't in the lead. That duty fell at that moment to Elin,
the Troupe's stage manager, and three of the other players who were
walking in front of the wagon. It was a pleasant day in early fall, and
the two on the driver's bench had been passing the time in companionable
silence, enjoying the trees and fields on either side of the trade road
that lead west and somewhat south through that portion of Farevlin.
Eventually, Thanj broke the silence by turning to Naka and asking,
"So, why are you still with the Troupe?"
Naka looked at Thanj with a surprised expression on her face, and
responded with an incredulous, "What?"
Thanj hastily explained himself. "I ... I mean, you could have
settled down by now, couldn't you? I remember last spring, how Duke
Gazinnel offered you the position of her court musician, after saying
how sorry she was that she couldn't afford to sponsor the whole troupe.
And I've heard that her offer wasn't the first. So, for true, why didn't
you take it?"
"The obvious answer is right here," Naka said, touching her hanging
blue-disk earring. "You know what these mean, and what's more," she
continued, touching her opposite hip, "what these mean."
Thanj got a faraway look in his eye momentarily, and nodded
thoughtfully.
"I couldn't leave the troupe, if it would mean leaving my
bond-mates. But ... but, they aren't the only reason."
Silence passed between them for a while, and Thanj, thinking he
wasn't going to get any further answer, was about to apologize for being
so tactless when Naka continued.
"It's ... for as long as I can remember, I've wanted to travel,
Thanj. Almost needed to travel. Once I passed my apprenticeship at
instrument making, the urge became almost unbearable. It wasn't the
romance of the road, the adventure of seeing new places and new people,
though. Nothing like that. It was like there was something ... some part
of me, perhaps ... out there, waiting for me to find it.
"When I found Torenda's Troupe, and met Orla, Elin, and Kend for
the first time, I thought I had found it, found that missing piece. And,
to some extent, I had. I fit into their relationship so easily that it
seemed a foregone conclusion -- it was like we were destined to be
together, we belonged together.
"But the wanderlust, the need to be on the move, to continue
searching, only abated, it didn't vanish. There is still something out
there waiting to be found, Thanj. Something that draws me onward. Even
if, by some horrible turn of bad luck, the bonding was broken ..." Naka
pinched her blue disk earring and muttered a word of propitiation to
ward off that very same bad luck, then continued, "I would still need to
be out traveling, looking for that something ..."
Silence stretched again, and eventually, Thanj said, in a soft
voice, "Oh."
In the middle of Naka's revelation, a few paces away at the front
of the caravan, Elin had come to a fork in the road. A sign-post stood
at the junction with an arrow pointing down each branch. Elin glanced at
it, just to confirm that the road to Roebsach continued on before them,
but she was surprised to find that the sign pointing to the southward
branch was the one that bore the lettering for Roebsach.
She glanced over her shoulder, and debated halting the caravan
while she made sure. She had thought that there weren't supposed to be
any turns off of the main trade road between Tilting Falls and Roebsach,
but she could have been mistaken. She looked at the signpost again, and
it was the lower sign, pointing south, that said Roebsach.
Shrugging, trusting the sign, she started out along the southward
branch. The players followed, trusting Elin to lead them properly. Naka
was still talking, and Thanj listening, when the lead wagon turned down
the south path, the horses following the people in front of them in the
absence of any instructions to the contrary.
The two players in the middle wagon looked at the signpost and
wondered why the caravan had turned south. It was clear to them that the
upper sign indicated Roebsach and pointed along the way they had been
going all along. They knew, however, that Elin was leading just then, so
she must have had a reason to deviate from the proper path.
Kend was driving the last wagon, with Orla sitting beside him. He
had one hand on the reigns and one hand on her thigh, and they had been
riding for a long time in companionable silence. But for most of that
time, Kend had been working up to something. Just about the time that
Elin steered the caravan south, Kend decided that the time had come.
"You recovered from your illness back in Tilting Falls quickly," he
said as evenly as he could.
Orla responded, after a beat, "Oh, it wasn't anything serious ...
just a, just ... nothing serious."
"I see," Kend said. He waited for a few moments, and then said, "I
was talking to Janile a few days ago. She was telling me about the rest
of that party in the inn's common room, about some of the jokes that
went around, about how Naka's playing was, as usual, very well received.
She even commented on how long after Elin and I went upstairs it was
before Naka gave up playing, and then how much longer it was before you
and she went upstairs ... arm in arm."
"I ... I," Orla stammered.
As Kend made to reply, the horses pulling the wagon took the turn
south, following the people walking in front of them. Kend paused,
looked over at the signpost, saw that the bottom, south-pointing sign
said Roebsach, shrugged, and turned back to Orla.
"I'm not angry, Orla. I have no reason to be. I am, however,
slightly disappointed. We're all bonded, Orla, one unit, but we're still
separate people. I take it that you just wanted Naka that night, even
though it was your turn in my bed, right?"
Orla nodded, and Kend continued, "Then all you had to do was ask.
Obviously, you talked to the others about it, since they already knew
what was going on. But you didn't talk to me, and that hurts me, Orla.
Why wasn't I informed about your desire to switch? Did you think that I
wouldn't understand?"
Orla was silent, thinking about what had happened. She said, "When
I was backstage that day, I mentioned to Elin that Naka had been
over-tired the night before, and that I was a little sorry that it would
be two days before she and I could be together again. Elin suggested a
solution -- that she and I switch turns. We discussed it with Naka, and
she agreed. We ... we didn't think to ask you, since all of the other
parties had agreed.
"That was rude of us, Kend, and I apologize. We simply weren't
thinking properly. What can we ... I ... do to make it up to you?"
"Don't worry about it, Orla. Just remember, next time, that I
wouldn't mind being part of your discussions about who gets to sleep
with me when. All right?"
"Absolutely, Kend. We'll never leave you out again. I'll make sure
the others know. Maybe tonight we can set up two of the tents together,
and all share the blankets together, eh?"
She took his smile for an assent, and slid closer to him on the
bench, placing a hand on his thigh as well.
The wagon continued on at the rear of the caravan, traveling along
a road that was getting narrower by the league. Trees closed in on both
sides of the road, and a grassy hump appeared in the middle, indicating
that the road wasn't a well traveled one.
Eventually, Kend roused from his contemplation of the comparative
ease with which problems in his current relationship got solved --
certainly not his experience in his previous few relationships -- and
thought to wonder why the only trade road between Tilting Falls and
Roebsach should be showing such signs of disuse.
He called a halt forward, and gradually the whole caravan slowed to
a stop. Giving the wagon to two players, he and Orla worked their way
forward along the very narrow road, picking up Naka and Thanj at the
first wagon and stopping at the front of the caravan.
"What's wrong?" asked Elin when the other three leaders arrived at
the front.
"Are you sure we are going the right way?" asked Kend.
"It doesn't make sense that the road to Roebsach should be this
overgrown," added Orla.
"Well," said Elin, "the sign said that we should go south to
Roebsach, and we did."
One of the players standing behind them said, "Your pardon,
Elianijit, but it did not. The top sign pointed the way we were going
before, and said Roebsach on it. We thought that you knew a short cut,
or had some other reason to take this branch."
The four leaders of the Troupe looked at each other. Kend confirmed
that he had seen the bottom sign pointing to Roebsach, but the other two
leaders hadn't seen the signpost, and of the players that had, all
indicated that the top sign had indicated their intended destination.
Orla finally said, "Something odd happened back there, and we may
never know what. But one thing is sure: we can't turn the wagons around
on this narrow road. We will just have to continue on until we find a
wider portion, or someone who can tell us where this pathway leads."
The caravan slowly started moving forward again, with the four
leaders plus Thanj walking in front. The path didn't get any worse, but
it didn't get any better either, and they came across no clearings until
the light was fading as the sun set at the end of the day.
The clearing they found was to the side of a way-cabin that was
designed to provide shelter for winter or storm-caught travelers. The
wooden shack was small and had a crude stone chimney that leaned as if
against a stiff wind. Since it was time to stop for the night anyway,
Orla gave the command for the wagons to be parked in the clearing, the
horses to be seen to, and camp to be set up. Meanwhile, the leading
group took a look in the way-cabin.
The cabin was typical of its kind. It had a fireplace covering one
wall, equipped for both heating and cooking, with a bread oven and all.
One wall had shelves containing provisions and a door leading to a
storeroom. Naka peeked into the storeroom to find more provisions and
good sized stack of firewood. The opposite wall had six bunks, three
over three, and one of them was occupied.
Kend went over to the occupied bunk, knelt, and found a dead body.
It had obviously been lying there for a while. No large animals had been
able to breach the cabin, but small animals, rodents and the like, had
been able to get at the body. It was not a pretty sight.
There wasn't anything identifiable about the corpse, including its
sex. Picked apart clothes and blankets, bones and desiccated flesh were
all that was left, except for a satchel hanging on a peg on the last
wall.
Thanj took the satchel down and spilled its contents onto a table
in one corner. Odds and ends were revealed: travel provisions, personal
gear, some small coins, and a soft-cloth bag embroidered all over with
silver and gold thread in a strange, blocky and angular script.
Elin opened the bag and pulled out a strange-looking piece of
stone. Everyone gathered around to stare at it. It was wedge-shaped,
about a foot from almost-point to arced base. It looked like it was an
eighth, or maybe a sixth, of something large and circular that was
thicker in the middle. One of the two large surfaces was perfectly
smooth, while the other bore a carving of a falcon and inlaid silver,
glass, and gold bands crisscrossing and interlacing in the area above
the carving. The design was incomplete, as the bands were broken across
the jagged wedge-edges. One band of glass seemed to originate from a
large mass of glass in the center of the falcon image.
Thanj looked at the stone, commented, "How pretty ... sort of," and
left to join the rest of the Troupe setting up the camp.
The remaining four just stared at the stone. All of them reached
for it at the same moment, but three just touched it delicately with
their fingers. Elin first touched the carved falcon, tracing its outline
for several moments. Then she grasped the stone, held it, and lifted it,
holding it up and staring at it. Kend, Orla and Naka gathered close
around her, looking at it with her. Orla said, "What is it?"
"Important," was the only answer that Elin could come up with, but
everyone knew that she was right. She picked up the bag and returned the
fragment to it. No one objected to her claiming the object -- that was
as right as the previous answer.
Elin slipped the bag onto her belt, and went to kneel by the side
of the occupied bunk. "Thank you, fellow traveler, for bringing this
object to us," she said.
Kend said, "We will need to bury this one, so that the animals
don't defile the remains any further. And then, this way-cabin needs to
be cleaned up somewhat. I wonder how long it has been since anyone has
been this way? And I still wonder how we happened to be passing this way
ourselves."
A few days after the dismissal of Fessim, the vault room was full
of students and silence. Zarilt sat by the stone altar and watched as
most of his student body meditated. Attendance was not mandatory, yet
all but a double handful of his students were here. Those who were not
were attending to duties that could not be put off.
Some of his students claimed that it was easier to meditate when
everyone else was doing it too. Zarilt thought that was probably true
for them, but he hoped that someday, if their meditation bore the fruit
it was intended to, they would find meditating alone just as rewarding
as that done during the common meditation time.
Zarilt, who was able to meditate in the middle of the most crowded
and noisy room, or even while holding a conversation with several
people, found it restful to meditate with his students. There was
something about the rhythm of the breathing of so many people, that
started out sounding like the rumbling of an animal but which slowly
changed to become a series of rises and falls as groups of people began
to breathe in rhythm. It had only happened a few times that the entire
room managed to get into synchronization, but those few times Zarilt had
been almost overwhelmed by the energy of that union, the oneness of
everyone being together. He never tried to direct his students into that
state, knowing that it was better if they found it naturally.
Suddenly, the silence full of rhythmic breathing was shattered by
the door of the vault slamming open. A student named Millip ran into the
room, shouting, "Tchad! Tchad! He's coming! He's coming!"
The formerly-meditating students sat or stood up and started
jabbering in confusion as Millip continued shouting his message as he
ran right up to Zarilt and stopped, panting, fear plain on his face.
Zarilt said, "Silence, everyone, please!" His students quieted
after a few repetitions of his command, and he continued, "Now tell me,
Millip, why have you interrupted our meditation? Take your time, tell it
slowly."
Millip nodded, and took a deep breath. Then, he said, "I ... I was
waiting for the delivery from 'Rock, and finally Lirkal shows up with
the wagon but more important, he's got news. He says a troubadour who
was traveling through 'Rock from the south gave it them direct. Bad
news, real bad.
"Lirkal says that there's an army growing in Drigalit, working to
unite Farevlin by conquest. They've had some success with some small
border states to the west, and now they're coming here. Their leader,
Warlord Adamik, wants something from here and intends to get it."
A chaos of noise erupted again as students started shouting
questions and comments, letting their fear out and calling on their
teacher to help them, save them.
When Zarilt finally quieted them again, he said, "Please, my
students, please control yourselves. You have nothing to fear. This
warlord has no reason to hurt any of us. It is not for you or I to
surrender the treasures stored here, and he knows that. No one need fear
a thing."
Noise erupted again, but Zarilt's raised hand quieted them quickly.
Instead of calling out, several students came to the front of the crowd
and stood with their hands clasped in front of them, looking to their
Tchad. Zarilt gestured to one, and that one bowed his head and spoke.
"Tchad, do you know this Warlord Adamik? Do you know what he seeks
here?"
"Adamik was once one of my students, like you. And like you, he
knows what is sheltered here in the Treasury. If his aim is, as Millip
has relayed to us, the unifying of Farevlin by conquest, then I surmise
that he wishes to take possession of Hekorivas, the Scepter of Unity."
The student nodded, a thoughtful look in his eye, and then faded
back into the crowd. Zarilt gestured to another of the front-standing
students. She inclined her head in a bow and lifted it again, then said,
"Should we not seek to prevent this warlord's entry to the Treasury? Is
that not your duty? There are many of us, and this place is, by accident
or design, like a fortress."
Zarilt shook his head sadly, and replied, "I do not doubt the
resolve, nor the possible prowess of you my students, nor do I lightly
refuse your help in the upholding of my duty. But, my students, combat
is not part of the simplicity of the Way. You cannot achieve serenity by
destroying others. The position of Treasurer is almost wholly
ceremonial, else why entrust the job to only one? The treasures are
protected, never fear."
Zarilt's calm, steady voice and confident demeanor served to
communicate the same to his students. Several of the front-standing
students melted back into the crowd without asking any questions,
relieved by what they had heard. Zarilt nodded to one who remained. That
one, Virrila, responded as had the other two, and spoke.
"Tchad, your pardon, but if the treasures are protected, would it
not be better to leave? To find refuge for a time in Bluebell Rock,
until Warlord Adamik has time to realize that his plans here are
futile?"
Zarilt was silent for a moment, pondering his reply. Finally, he
said, "Flight is also not of the Way. You cannot find serenity while
fleeing every possible danger, nor do you need to flee once you have
found that serenity.
"However, if any of you, my students, feel that Bluebell Rock would
be safer than the Treasury during the incursion of the Warlord Adamik,
you must act on that feeling. Go, if you wish, and return when you feel
the danger is past. I shall understand."
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